Friday, July 13, 2007
This Amazing WeekConstant appearance of lots of irritating people; Art pressure; Test fears; Tiredness; Low on cash; Lots of remedials; Got found out by cher; Self study; Won't be able to get my crashing out day cos tomorrow's taken up by SS and Art ): ; Still making decisions as to where to after Os. Sighs. Misunderstandings. Shaln't be sweet to anyone anymore. ): It makes people sad. And when I'm certain of doing something or not doing something, I'll keep to it (: SIGHS STILL. LIFE SUCKS for all I guess? ):Don't know what's up next week. Only know my weekends' invaded by homework and lessons. Still yet to achieve my two aims. Hope to achieve them soon (: Loves All (:I've blogged once in a long while. Anw, EnD wasn't as bad as thought after all. Got to wash up and smell nice after all tiring drills n pract. But the morning of the event kinda tire me. Have yet to decide if I'll dress up for up coming event. OHYA! GB uni on Mon ):
I see a happy ending/ 9:35 PM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
ni shi wo wei yi
dui bu qi ):
sighs. Guess what? Another horrid day in school again! ): EnD's this weekend. Sighs. Boy am I tired ): Feel like a SHIT HEAD. PE tomorrow. Argh. It's gonna be a killer. So many remedials and other shit pilling up. Someone remove me from under the stack! I Wanna Eat KFC NOW! ):
I see a happy ending/ 6:22 PM
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Kat Macphee: Ordinary World [In Loving Memory of]
Sigh. I miss Mrs Leicster ): The world has become a less interesting without her. Sighs. Why did this have to happen. Seems to be crying everyday. Feel stupid. Went out with Darling, Dwane, Fee, New shopping partner. NAGNAGNAG. Man. I'm stuck home la. ): Shitty can.
Cry because of various reasons. Cried in town today. Cos of the Nagger. What the la please. The Nagger cum Unresonable; Teachers' passing away.
I'm tired. SIGHS. I'm SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO sad ): Never expected to cry so much. But at least it's worth my tears. But LOVE the Sec5s. They're the BEST! HAHA!
Headache. SP made me wear her killer pumps with my funeral outfit. It's was like: AH AH AH! I'M GONNA FALL! HOLD ME! AH! And thankfully she's a big NICEY! (: HAHA. Suppose to write her a testi. Oops. Better do it soon. But yesterday was generally quite a fine day. Except for the crying part. Quite fun in fact.
Now's darn boring. There's like almost no one online. YAYY! Got my income. Gotta pay Dwane back. She made me the happiest person alive yesterday. New knickers (: Then can CUT HAIR ALREADY! YAYY! But needa get shoes. Mine's in bad shape.
I WANNA GO ITALY NOW! OR SPAIN. Heh. Almost mentioned stuff I'm not suppose to. Well, my plans I meant. No one online ):
Ciao. Dwane! I Support You! Jia You! (: (: (:
I see a happy ending/ 9:18 PM
Friday, June 29, 2007
First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me
Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as I know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive
It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me
HAHA. The song's so not true to certain extent. But rather true in some others.. HMM.
Hmm. Had a super bad day yesterday. So many things happened la. Sighs.
Came late to school; Lied; Played captains ball till headache and chest pain; Got hit by ball in face; Sit same table as someone I don't want to; Someone messaged; Screwed up my Chi Os Oral; Insufficient money; Fell down the stairs in the bus; Tire myself out with badminton so that couldnt think of anything anymore; Art teacher passed away.
Cried during art today. Cos other insensitive art teacher said things so insensitively. And I'm aching all over because of the exercises yesterday. Finally got to photocopying my tracing. Sigh. I miss my art teacher. I've to go for EnD practice tomorrow. May not go. Sighs. My teacher's wake's more important to me. Meeting the rest at 2. Sigh. Gonna be dressed in black. Sad day. Buying white ju hua or lillies. I must do my best for art. Tiring day today. Wanna sleep. But I'm happy. Wore boxers today. And next month coming. Gonna be payday and can cut hair! Got a friendship band with dwane and nana today. Was rather retarded today. Bought KLASH. yummy (: and arnotts biscuit I took a bite of and immediately didn't like it. Didn't get caught in the rain. But wasn't feeling well today. Slightly sleepy now. Not sure if gonna eat dinner. Have to start being serious. Next week onwards, mon-late dismissal; tue-late dismissal; wed-self study; thurs-only free day; fri-self study. Sighs. OHMYGOODNESS! AH! I WANT THE THIRTY THREE DOLLARS GIORDANO SHORTS! OMG!!!!! HEH. Think I'm mad. Don't mind me people. HEH (; Took height and weight today. Gained ONE GLORIOUS CENTIMETER and LOSS TWO GLORIOUS KILOGRAMS. heh. Dwane doesn't wanna talk to me anymore. Cos she thinks I'm gonna be aneroxic. I NEEDA EXERCISE!!!
I see a happy ending/ 7:26 PM
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me
I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words
I never read your letter
'Cos I knew what you'd say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try and make it all OK
[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
She may believe you but I never will
Never againIf she really knows the truth, she deserves you
A trophy wife, oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes, and he's through with you
And he'll be through with you
You'll die together but alone
You wrote me in a letter
You couldn't say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
Repent yourself away
[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
Never again
[Bridge]Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never
[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
I never willI never will
Never again
song ive decided to love other than fergies;big girls dont cry
hmm,they're all nice. next month people! ave WAVE! pl already cut short hair first. dwane may be cutting with me (: HEH. LALALALALA (: smile people. i love you all
;and big girls dont cry (:im learning the ropes people; give me some time; im bitting my teeth and pressing on! (:LOVES ALL (:I LOVE DARLING GIRL;I LOVE DWANE;I LOVE BULNER;I LOVE PL;I LOVE MY GRANDDAUGHTERS;HAHA (:
I see a happy ending/ 9:42 PM
Monday, June 25, 2007
back to school. what an eventful day. maybe im strating to like school after all. im ever so determined to do well. anyways. ave to those who truly supports and love spiky hair. yep. its a beauty in the eyes of the beholder which's me! (: HEH! gotta go
I see a happy ending/ 6:34 PM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
OH; LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE; YOU'VE MADE A FOOL OF EVERYONE.
:REMINISCENCE OF THE PAST

everything's just left to a silhouette of you
I see a happy ending/ 3:15 AM
ello. sighs. hols.. urgh.. quite a horrible hols this time. kinda relieved to get it over but again not really too. well. what can i say. life's been an arse. im just infuriated and totally tired. what more can i say uh. but set a few AMAZING records. haha. mayb i should start compiling a book of AMAZING AMELIA'S ACCOMPLISHMENTS?! HAHA. LAME ARSE. -_-
yea. i bathed under 2 mins-swore i could feel soaap in my ears then! .. and i slept so lil though im like darn tired. slept at three-yep it's THE HOUR; and i freaked out- and wake up at eight or nine?? wows. three/four weeks of hols in school no joke. last week being oerwhelmed with homework that's impossible to finish?! and worst relationship problems. come on world. be less harsh on me. im not ready to go back school and face reality. ): anyone can offer me coffee; way to get myself memory loss; or a road that never leads to school. prelims' gonna be a disaster. so's Os. i cant get myself to study. and im stuck in a bout of flu now. i love guys clothings. (: boxers and collared shirts for me please. it's an obsession of such great intensity it cant be compared to self obsession as my phone tells it. anyway seriously considering going abroad for tertiary studies. nothing's stopping me now (; look out world!
HERE COMES THE NEW AND IMPROVED AMELIA! (: (: (:
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I see a happy ending/ 2:33 AM
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